So what do you due when you've been hurt several times?
Do you give up on love or do you try to love again?
Its so hard not to bring past relationships into you future ones, especially when you gave it your all and you loved them with everyting in you!
So I inhale and exhale and i let my mind wonder with thoughts! Thoughts of loving again and giving another guy my heart! Will he break my heart again or will this next guy be the one? Or have i already let the one go? These questions ponder within me.
So i meet this guy and he is absolutely amazing! He keeps a smile on my face and i really feels that he loves me! But OMG i'm scared! Scared of having my heart broken again, scared of loosing him, scared of not being all that he needs, scared of not knowning what is to come!
Our relationship has already been tested several times but i believe in him and i love him.....is that so wrong?
He's my Zollie Pace and he takes me places i've never been before. He stimulates me mentally, physically and emotionally. He has captured my heart and set it on fire! I love everything about him from his smile to he swagga! I love his laughter and the way he holds me at night! I love the way he listens to me and considers my feelings! I love how we agree to disagree! I love the way he dresses and the way he smells! I love how he textes me out the blue just to say he loves me! I love how he knows all the right things to say! I love his kisses, I love his touch, I love his heart and how big it is! I just love him! He's so sweet and sensitive and he's all that I need right now!
So am I falling to fast or should i just go with the flow? I just dont want my heart to be broken again! He says he loves me and will do anything for me and so far he has!
I'm just gonna follow my heart and give him all of me cause nothing has ever felt like this!!
Monday, March 2, 2009
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